A Doctor’s Appointment Scheduled

Oh my god, who would think that there would be a waiting list to get into the OB/GYN?

Three weeks!

I couldn’t get an appointment until February 8th which means I will be at least ten weeks pregnant. Which, really, I don’t think they can do genetic testing before ten weeks anyway and that is the point for going …but three weeks?! I am going to go insane in that amount of time. I am trying so hard to not think about what is going on in my uterus as a baby being created, because since seeing the picture of the six week old fetus, it’s getting harder and harder to not think about a baby being inside me …again, i wish I was younger. I wish I could be guaranteed that I was having a healthy baby but the odds aren’t in my favor. As a matter of fact, I have a one in thirty chance of having a very sick baby and that scares the hell out of me.